Variance, Chapter 1 (free preview)

The seal sits in a glass case between two white doors. It names which door Dovan will choose.

SUBJECT WILL SELECT LEFT DOOR

Dovan has both hands on the brass handle of the right-hand door.

It doesn't give.

He throws his shoulder into it and shoves. Then he plants a sneaker against the painted frame and pulls. His elbows stick out like wings. The handle rattles, loud enough to reach us through the cheering and the music. The door stays shut. A flake of white paint lands on his cuff.

I lean forward. The Feed plays on every screen in the city, and it never looks like this.

Beside me, Tad goes up on his toes. His pencil is behind his ear, where it always ends up when he needs both hands. His notebook is made from ration envelopes stitched together with red thread. WHY is spelled out on the cover in letters he cut from old notices. The W is taller than the rest.

Dovan looks at his band. The glass on his wrist shows him what he is about to do.

He goes left.

Cassian, the host, spreads his arms like Dovan just won a car. His silver suit is still creased from the box it came in. Below the stage, a man with Dovan's eyes sits in the front ring. Dovan's dad, the person he came here for. The man keeps his hands between his knees.

The left door swings open. Behind it there's nothing but a short white passage and a custody officer waiting in the light. Perrin. His name is stitched over his pocket. He steps ahead of Dovan without touching him. Dovan follows, looking back over his shoulder at the father who hasn't stood up.

The band on the woman in front of me warms. She lifts her hands. All over the plaza people do the same, sleeves sliding back, palms turning toward each other. The air smells like kettle corn and the halal cart on the corner. I clap too. I've watched every Audit on the Feed, every walk to the two doors to beat a sealed guess, and clapped every time the one on the stage lost. Today I clap hard enough to hurt my fingers.

Seven seconds after Dovan lets go of the right handle, the giant screen shows him walking straight to the left door. Hands at his sides. No elbows out. No foot against the frame. The paint on his cuff is gone too.

Victory Plaza was built for days like this. It cheers harder.

On the stage, the right handle still hangs a little lower than the left. On the screen, both handles are straight. I look back and forth until my eyes ache. The screen is big enough to see from the far end of the plaza. The real handle would fit under my hand. I stop clapping to figure out which one I believe.

My band warms against my wrist while my palms are already stinging.

NEXT: APPLAUD

I lower my hands. It'd be helpful to know what I'm going to do before I've already done it, but my band has never been big on helpful. Mine tells me after.

Tad doesn't clap. His mouth hangs open a little. His eyes go from the shut right door to Dovan on the screen and back.

"He tried it," he says.

"I saw."

"With both hands, Merit."

"You've got two of those. Keep 'em where I can see 'em."

He pulls the pencil from behind his ear. The notebook opens in his palm, the stitched spine bent into a crooked red ridge. On the first page he writes RIGHT in letters big enough to show through the thin paper. Then he draws the handle where Dovan's hands closed around it. He presses so hard the point goes through the envelope and scratches his finger underneath.

The pencil marks have a shoulder and a thumb. The screen has two empty hands.

"Don't hold it up," I tell him.

He lowers it, but not far enough.

A woman with a city lanyard stamped CIVIC works her way down our row with a tray of free sodas. "Here you go, buddy," she says to Tad.

"No thanks."

She beams at me. "Somebody raised him right."

Tad aims his chin at the right door. "Is that one broken?"

"Everything's been checked, sweetheart." She puts a cup in my hand anyway. I take it so she'll leave.

Beyond the stage, Perrin is walking Dovan away. Always one step ahead. Never a hand on his shoulder. Dovan keeps looking back. His father stays in the chair, staring at his own shoes while the crowd stands up around him.

Cassian lifts his arm for another cheer. His suit flashes under the lights. Tad watches the man in the chair instead.

"He lost," Tad says.

"Yeah."

"So why is everybody cheering?"

My cup buckles in my grip. Cold soda runs over my knuckles.

Tad turns back to his notebook. Under the drawing, on page one, he writes in big, leaning letters:

why does everyone cheer when he loses?

Behind us, a woman says, "Excuse me."

I know her from our building. She lives on the second floor, by the stairwell where the light flickers. She has a shopping bag against her knee, empty except for a folded cloth. Her face is turned toward Tad. She heard him. That's the problem with asking a question next to a stage: the people who don't want an answer can hear it just fine.

"He's twelve," I say.

"I can see that."

"He's just asking about the doors."

"Well, he's upsetting people."

Nobody near us looks upset. They're all still smiling at the replay. She presses two fingers to her wrist and holds them there until her band brightens.

Tad looks up at her. His pencil is back behind his ear. "I didn't say anything about you."

"Oh, no, sweetie," she says, which is worse than if she'd said yes.

A small note opens on her band. She tilts it toward the woman next to her. The other woman doesn't read it. She just touches her own wrist and looks at Tad.

Tad has closed the notebook over his finger to keep his place.

CONCERN RAISED

TAD OKONKWO-REYES

SPOKE OUT OF TURN

The notice pops up on the public panel at the end of our row. Her report, against him. Under it, a space waits for other people to agree. On our block, we call that snitching.

"He asked a question," I say. "One question. That's it."

"Nobody's in trouble, hon," she says, eyes on the panel. "It's just a concern."

"Then why is my name on it?" Tad asks.

She doesn't answer. She nods at the panel like she helped carry something heavy. A circle appears next to her name. The soda lady sees the notice and pulls her tray in tight against her chest. She doesn't offer Tad another cup.

People start confirming: a thumb to a wrist, a quick look at Tad, and the count under the notice climbs.

Tad moves behind my shoulder. Not to hide, exactly. He wants to keep the right door in view. The notebook opens a crack against my arm, like he might add another mark to the drawing.

A man with a foam flag keeps waving it while he confirms.

"We gotta go," I tell Tad.

"I'm not done with the page."

"Finish it at home."

He puts a mark at the bottom of the drawing. Then he folds the notebook shut with the pencil inside.

Above the stage the replay ends. For a second the screen goes blank, and I can see faces reflected in it, every one turned toward where the left door stood. The right door is still standing. A worker is undoing the bolts that hold its frame up. He puts the wrench between his teeth to free a hand.

A chime sounds from Tad's wrist. He raises his arm.

PENDING ACTION: RECALIBRATION

He reads the words. His lips move without a sound. Then he reads them again, slower. Recalibration. The word they use when a person needs fixing. The pencil slips out of the notebook and hits the stone. I stop it with my shoe before it rolls under the rail.

"Merit?"

I bend and pick it up. The point has snapped off. I hand it back blunt end first.

The neighbor is looking at her screen again. The woman next to her smiles, pleased with something she's done. I want to knock the shopping bag out of the neighbor's hand. I want to ask the man with the flag if he saw Dovan's knuckles go white around that handle. I want the worker to stop unbolting that door until somebody has looked at it for real.

Usually, by now, my wrist has offered a line for me to ignore. Today there's nothing.

I push up my sleeve. The band is blank except for my own reflection, a thin strip of my face bent around the glass. No NEXT. No polite directions out of the plaza. I wait for the letters to show up. They don't.

Tad glances at the glass, then away. He knows the thing I don't tell people. He's seen my foot hit the stair before my wrist tells me to climb it. I've never seen his band show him this much trouble at once.

"If they fix me, will I still remember the right door?"

I try to answer. Nothing comes out. Applause rolls up from the other side of the stage, where Cassian is back out thanking everybody for coming. The neighbor raises her hands again.

I take Tad by the sleeve. His coat is too big at the wrist. His aunt Nella bought it so he could grow into it, and he's been trying ever since. I pull him toward the gap in the rail.

"Home?" he asks.

I look at the screen with his name on it. The word PENDING hasn't moved. It looks pretty settled for a word that means waiting. If I put my name next to his, the whole city will watch me the way it watched Dovan. My wrist has nothing to say about it. I decide anyway.

"Civic first."

We squeeze through.

Behind us Cassian's voice rolls over the plaza. A perfect day, he says. A day to remember. The worker has lifted the right door off its hinges. Without the frame, it looks like any white panel being hauled away. The brass handle knocks softly against his knee as he walks.

We get to Civic without talking. The plaza noise follows us to the doors, then cuts off when they close. A woman ahead of us in line edges away when she sees the bright notice on Tad's wrist. Not enough to give us her spot, just enough that we have to go around her. Tad tugs his oversized cuff down over his band. The letters shine through the cloth for a second.

The registration booth is warm. Heat from its open door touches the skin above my collar. A little girl leaving with her mom presses her wrist to her mom's arm to show her a line, and both bands warm as they cross the threshold. Tad's band warms when we step in. Mine does too, and for once, it gets the timing right.

The clerk behind the glass has his pen lined up with the edge of a form. He looks from me to Tad's wrist. The pending notice opens between us, bright enough to read from the back of the line.

"Here to register?" he asks.

"Yeah."

He turns the glass toward me. The space for a challenger is empty. Someone has to walk the Audit for him, and nobody's name is in it yet. Tad stands by the desk with his notebook against his chest. His pencil is still blunt. He twists it once between his fingers, waiting for me to tell him what to do with it.

"Name?"

"Merit Vale."

"Age?"

"Sixteen."

"And your stake?" the clerk asks. "That's the person you're standing for."

The space under that word waits. The clerk's finger rests beside it, not touching the glass. Past the booth, a public board flips from the day's Audit to the list of people who have come in since. I can see it through the open doorway.

"Tad Okonkwo-Reyes."

"Each trial ends on a sealed prediction about you, like the one on the doors today. Every one it gets right, he pays for."

"And when it guesses wrong?"

The clerk's pen doesn't move.

"Then it will lower your own number instead." He taps the glass next to my name, where a short bar sits above a thin mark near its foot. "Drop it below the line and you're the one under review. A challenger under review can't stand for anyone."

"So heads, he loses. Tails, I lose."

"I wouldn't put it that way." He smiles like I've said something cute. "Whenever you're ready."

My thumb hovers over the reader a second longer than it should.

Tad looks at me. He doesn't say thank you. He seems to be trying to find the place in his notebook where this belongs.

The clerk turns the reader toward my thumb. I put it down before he can offer the hand rest. The glass flashes white under my skin.

The board through the doorway flickers again.

MERIT VALE

TAD OKONKWO-REYES

His name sits under mine in the same plain letters. People in line look up. Somebody outside the booth stops walking. Tad presses the notebook tighter against his coat, bending the top envelope. I reach over and flatten it with one finger. My own name stays lit above his.

At the booth, my band goes cold.

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